My Dream
- Caner Çetin
- Jul 13
- 2 min read
I didn't talk to anyone today, not even a word. I just watched videos, read an old book that is about the life of four siblings, and scrolled. This morning, I had an interview. I have applied for a role in a company as a technical support assistant. I have no idea how they evaluate me. If I am accepted for the position, I will feel good, but I do not feel motivated for it. I just want some significant things, and it was the only reason to apply to it. I think I will use my statistics knowledge more with this opportunity.
I didn't go out to walk or for something else but went to the market for my home needs. I bought eggs, bread, sparkling water, and a chocolate bar. I had planned to eat a chocolate bar before I arrived at home, but I forgot. It doesn't matter. I have a lot of time to eat it. The sparkling water is flavored with sea salt and caramel. I saw a thing like this the first time and got it. When I arrived home, I drank one of the six-pack. The taste was okay but too interesting. It was like I was drinking caramel syrup, so I should try it one more time to be certain of the idea.
Then, I had a plan for the Sofia trip. I searched for parks, museums, and bookstores. I found a few of each one. My goal is finding sources to be fluent in Bulgarian in bookstores. I believe salesmen can help me to find the best book sources to learn Bulgarian. The only impediment to going to Sofia is economic troubles. I do not have enough money for the whole trip. Accommodation, traveling, and food require a lot of money, approximately 300 euros for four nights in Sofia. Despite economic issues, I really want to visit Sofia and to walk on the streets.
Going abroad is not a new life goal for me, but I am tired due to economic problems and high inflation rates. Thus, the easiest way to go abroad is ESC programs. I have a plan to join a long-term volunteering project after my undergraduate. I just want to make good memories that belong to my teenage years, but I am struggling with too many problems. Now, I don't even know if these are really problems or what is really a problem. In the past, I wished to be a good researcher, person, and success, and then I would earn a lot of money. However, now I want to just experience my youth in my teenage years. My dream is changed completely.



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